>Luke< has added a photo to the pool:

You know what's messed up? Me. You know why? You.

I'm angry with you. I'm so angry and sometimes I forget why. Then I remember and the knots in my stomach tangle into the alleys of Mykonos. I can't sleep. I just lay here shaking thinking about you... not thinking about me. Not pondering my daily activities. Not caring that I'm gone. Not losing sleep. Not breaking down. And I ask myself, "why"? I walked away from this feeling like a nothing. An absolute nothing. A nothing to you, all the while you meaning so much to me. I'm so screwed up. I won't check my email on the crazy chance that you do. And that's not even the saddest part. You were so cold to me. You made me feel like a stranger, not privy to the benefits that come with the position of best friend, the benefits that were rightfully mine. I deserved better. I made mistakes, but I always did my absolute best to be there for you and fill your needs and I know I succeeded. Even this little word volcano. It's not in your inbox, it's not on your phone. It's here. Even when I have a selfish moment I try not to direct the blast at your doorstep. Funny thing is the only reason I started posting was you. It was all for you. Still is. So don't view this being here as some act of cowardice. Because I have the all the courage in the world to tell you to your face that I'm angry with you, that I deserve better, that I miss you so much and through it all I'll always love you. That makes one of us.

All those times I was just trying to reach out to you. I wish you weren't afraid.

The Script - Breakeven
Gavin DeGraw - Not Over You
Goths - Somebody That I Used To Know
Vertical Horizon - Best I Ever Had
Oberhofer - Gotta Go


I'm still here.